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Friday, February 18, 2022

THE TAROT TAPES, Side 2: XIX THE SUN

Ethos 2: XIX The Sun (2020) upper panel
The title of this one could be “waiting for the Sun God” in the sense that the Sun has associations with the Big One, the God of not only our Solar System but of the entire Universe. In other words, the primeval sense of the Sun as lording it over our world, controlling it—which was the case even when humans mistakenly believed that the Sun rotated around the Earth. The relation of the Earth to the Sun, however one positions them in the heavens, equates the Shining One with light, truth, godliness, and our planet of earth and water with a nature that might be able to be transcended but which seems doomed to just circle and spin for some indeterminate allotted time. Earth is existential, we might say. The Sun is too, of course, but we allow it to symbolize lots of things that aren’t if only because of the vast scale of its energy and the duration of its existence.

I know enough about Solar Myths to know that there’s good reason to write Christ into the mix, but I chose not to in my rendering for the panel. I went for deliberately pagan or classical, pre-Christian, and with a sense that the Sun God is a bit like Phoebus, a bit like Cupid, a brat we might say—you know, Phoebus Apollo killed the Python while still a baby and then became a seer. My feeling for the Sun God could be described as ambivalent, I guess, since the Sun, while it makes life possible on this planet, could also make life unbearable here, as it is—in my imagination anyway—in certain climes at certain times. I’m not a sun-worshipper, much, and so I wedded my Sun Child, rather enamored of looking at himself in a hand-mirror, with a desert wasteland, even as he sports with corn and sunflowers in his own little bubble. The “sun story” I got into as a kid, reading Greek myths, was of the son of Helios, Phaeton, who insisted his old man let him drive the sun chariot through the sky. Kid couldn’t handle the horses and the earth got badly scorched. Zeus had to knock the little jerk out of the sky with a lightning bolt.

Choosing songs for the panel’s tape side should be pretty simple. Search for all the songs with “sun” in the title and slap ‘em together in some semblance of order. Yup. But then, it’s the ordering of the examples that leap to mind that makes for our Sun saga. And two tracks don’t even have “sun” in the title, so the process may still be a bit associative . . .

Two songs on the side I’ve known since I was ten; my familiarity with most of the songs date from my teens, though there’s a key pair from my twenties and another pair from my forties, which is I guess a way of attesting that “the Sun” inspires a youthful disposition, or at least a cyclical view of nature acquired in youth—it comes up, it goes down; it’s summer, it’s winter, and so on. The listing is track # on the tape, title, artist, album it appeared on, date, composer, and, for the bio, the age (sometimes approximate) I was when I first heard the song, followed by the number of years, roughly, I’ve known the song as of this writing.

The point of the songs, often, is to ponder our relation to the Sun when we are most aware of its influence, whatever we may want it to mean. Here, in Ethos, it’s the sense of abundance, not of a Sun God who can do things to you—like Apollo often does—out of whim, but of a Good that just can’t help but shine and radiate and warm you up when you need it. As Nietzsche’s Zarathustra says, at the start of the Prologue, speaking to the Sun: “You great star, what would your happiness be had you not those for whom you shine?” He speaks to the Sun as, like him, overfull with wisdom and joy, spiritual goods which must be shared with the world. That sense of the Sun is needful, I’d say, for its part in the Ethos of the artist. Why make art at all if it’s not a question of sharing what talent dictates? The Sun, then, might be the god of that endeavor, the unchecked radiation that creates or makes vision possible. 

B. Ethos 2: XIX The Sun (May 2020)

B1 Waiting for the Sun—The Doors (Morrison Hotel, 1970; Jim Morrison) 18: 44 yrs
In the history of my listening, this song dates to the winter/spring of my first year after graduating high school. I was eighteen and working a dead-end, fast-food job. The spirit of this song—“at first flash of Eden we race down to the sea”—was one of those “consummation devoutly to be wished” situations. When it got warm, it would be possible to go to the beach. And one thing I associate with staying surfside is the prospect of getting up at dawn to watch the sun rise over the ocean. That, friends, is the basis of most of my poetic associations with the Sun. As Rimbaud says so well (even in translation): “It is recovered. What? Eternity, in the whirling light of the sun on the sea.” And, yes, it was in high school I learned he’d said that, thanks to Paul Schmidt’s recent translation. In my senior year, I became fascinated by The Doors though Jim Morrison had been dead seven years. Those first two Doors LPs seemed to promise something new in the possibility of rock poetry and I was all about that in those days (this was the era of Patti Smith’s first three LPs—which decidedly picked up on the myth of Morrison).

The third Doors LP is Waiting for the Sun, but with no title track. The song with that name appears somewhat belatedly on Morrison Hotel, their fifth studio LP and a much less stellar effort, though with some high points, this track being one. It’s the kind of song I easily transported myself into in those days, gripped by the idea that there should be these great liminal spaces, such as a beach at dawn, where transformation, if not transcendence, would be possible. I was deep into a book called The Transformative Vision and so this song kicks off my side on the Sun with a glimpse of . . . let’s call it situated symbolism. My situation at 18 was to believe in the power of the imagination as wielded by visionary poets, and there were a few such to be found, I believed, in contemporary songwriters. Which is why I’m inclined to compile tapes of songs as inspiration for paintings and to write about them.

And let’s not forget there’s always something dark about The Doors. They are not a feel-good band. “Waiting for you to come along / Waiting for you to tell me what went wrong.” That gesture towards the failed experiment of whatever all those newly released energies of the Sixties were supposed to mean was the take away for me in those days, all hepped up on Hunter Thompson and the Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, A Season in Hell, and still chipping away at Gravity’s Rainbow. Suffice to say I want my Tarot side for The Sun to recall that promise of starting out but right at the outset I have to sound the belatedness of the entire endeavor. “Can you feel it, now that spring has come / That it’s time to live in the scattered sun?” That “scattered sun” said it well enough. Something not fully realized, piecemeal, cast to the wind. Pearls before swine?

B2 A Spoonful Weighs a Ton—The Flaming Lips (The Soft Bulletin, 1999; Wayne Coyne, Michael Ivins, Steven Drozd) 40: 22 yrs
Then we jump forward to one of the latest songs on the side, first heard live when my daughter, then starting college, and I sought out and heard the Flaming Lips on their tour for this LP. Actually we saw them first when Robyn Hitchcock opened for them, then sought them out on their own right and KDB got the record and then I heard it. The song is fit for inclusion on this side because of that great opening: “And though they were sad / They rescued everyone / They lifted up the sun / A spoonful weighs a ton.”

Following on The Doors’ “tell me what went wrong,” it’s not inappropriate to hear this, coming along at the turn of the century, as a kind of continuation of some of those energies unleashed by the bands of the Sixties, the ones that were still with me as ‘legacy’ handed on to my kid. The Flaming Lips, it seemed to me, had imbibed deeply of not a few of the same kinds of things that made their mark on my musical tastes and so this album was like the big pay-off. It had a Sixties-revisited feel but with a touch of post-punk prog—is how I imaged it. And that had great appeal for us, Dad and Daughter, generationally speaking. “The limits now were none,” “The doubters all were stunned.” Sure, why not. Total free license of the imagining, a Second Coming into consciousness (like when your kid goes off to art school because you didn’t, when you were her age).

When I was a kid in the Sixties it seemed that all of youth had access to a way of meaning that was lost on the elders. It was a flash of insight or spirit that could simply be the perennial gift of Youth or Sun, but which seemed caught up in so many things of that time, music not least. To me, the Lips here recall that “starting out” flame and, with its all-you-need-is Love gestures (“louder than a gun”) that have the peaceniks singing hosannahs, it’s like the same anew. Like the sun every morning, no? “A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down” we learned back there in Kiddom, but here a spoonful of sun sure do weigh a ton . . . like, as we’ll hear later on the LP (and in this series of tapes), it might be too heavy for even Superman to lift. But for now, no limits, doubters to the hindmost. The Sun is riz. We high priests & poets and musicking shamans figured out how to set it up there like a big special effect spectacle hanging over the birth of Lord Sunshine.

B3 Here Comes Sunshine—The Grateful Dead (Wake of the Flood, 1973; Jerry Garcia, Robert Hunter) 16: 46 yrs
And here he comes! The repeating motif on this side is that you wait for the sun, or lift it up maybe, and, it comes! It’s there! For real! End of night, darkness driven away again. And that’s what this song by the Dead makes me feel. It’s an early morning song, a just got up and got to make my way somewhere song, bleary and leery of what that might entail. But unbowed, nonchalant, as mellow about strict fate as only the Dead can be.

I remember with astounding sonic clarity putting this song on my turntable and listening as the sun lit up the church across the street and I watched out of the corner of my eye for the school bus I was a-waiting on the last day ever of my state-mandated education (June 1977), so glad to see it gone: “you just don’t have to go no more,” Jerry sings with the gleaming tingle of baptismal benediction. Go in peace, the mess is ended.

That line and the part about “good to know you got shoes to wear when you find the floor / why hold out for more” came to me as the mantras I needed since I had no job prospects, no employable skills or ever-ready credentials, and I’d had it with whatever the local suburbs unbroken of baleful New Castle could offer in the ways of culture, work, or vistas. But I did have shoes on my feet and I liked to walk, and so I’d saunter my way into some kind of inspiring frame of mind, if only the sun were kind. And here it comes, creeping up in that lyrical way this song has which always puts me in mind of the fact that there was a mix of LSD called “Sunshine” back in those days I was learning to recall fondly by proxy and the way that particular drug had of creeping up with tingling antennae stretched to receive was certainly part of the associative logic that binds together our first three oh so trippy bands. Have some “laughing water” while you’re at it. Justa giggling with those ticklish rays beamed on its grinning, fluid face.

B4 Silent Sunlight—Cat Stevens (Catch Bull at Four, 1972; Cat Stevens) 13: 49 yrs
This song goes further back. Cat Stevens was the romantic songwriter of the early Seventies when I was transitioning into early teens from adolescence. He had a great voice and a kind of spiritualized view of the times, as if a throwback to some pre-industrial era. I always thought of him as a medieval troubadour type, out of step with the modern world but still somehow a “pop star.” And that’s exactly the sort of possibility that inhabits the ethos of artistry, I’d say. You can be of it and apart, simultaneously.

The thematic tie-in of this song is that it speaks of the day beginning, the “silent sunlight” streaming in, and “the work I must now begin.” It’s a roll-up your sleeves and get to it song. But there’s also a lingering recall of the children who “wait to play”—like waiting for the sun, waiting to play is waiting for a kind of inspiration, as an artist might, but also for the permission or simply the right moment. To work, to play—to make them almost the same thing? Art. In any case that was my hope for art when I first heard that Siren Song pretty steadily during those years, when I was filling up notebooks with verse and trying to figure out how to use paints.

And this verse is as satisfying in its simplicity as a poem should be: “Sleepy horses, heave away / Lift your back to the golden hay / Don’t ever look behind at the work you’ve done / For your work has just begun / There’ll be the evening in the end / But till that time arrives / You can rest your eyes / And begin again.” Certainly I had no idea, then, that modern poetry was rarely as lyrical as that. What stayed with me was the injunction against the look back at the work. Keep going forward—every new day is a new beginning for whatever you’re trying to accomplish. What’s already been done is already gone.

Even now I can hear this song with some belief in that view, here in “the evening in the end.” True, looking back is often now a disbelief at how little was done—by me—and how much others accomplished, and not long after I first made this song’s acquaintance that sense of the enormous pastness of art and lit would start to become an issue. All the more reason to want to remember “When all things were tall / And our friends were small / And the world was new.”

B5 Here Comes the Sun—The Beatles (Abbey Road, 1969; George Harrison) 10: 52 yrs
The next song goes even further back in my trajectory: this song is from the the first full-length Beatles LP I heard, age 10, 1969. Abbey Road had that weird B Side of little songlets, but the lead-off song, Harrison’s, was the most hummable tune on the whole record, so genial and benign. It’s more Easy Listening than Rock, true, but no one then was going to tell The Beatles they couldn’t be mellow if they wanted to be, and this one—with that “sun, sun, sun, here it comes” choral bit—sounds like something for hippies to bond to. Sun Children, little darling.

The smiles returning to the faces, the ice melting—it’s not just a new day, it’s a new season. Spring, then summer, so not a song for all seasons but for the great anticipation of what it means when the sun comes back, the Sun God exerting his recurrent magic over the land. The song here takes its cue from the Cat in continuing with that feel of a long ago golden time. Sure, it’s childhood, for me, not even a teen yet, but it’s also that sense of a time when simple pleasures—the sun’s back, it’s warm again—were enough to make life worthwhile. “First flash of Eden,” and all that.

It was also something to realize—when I got a copy of the album in the later ‘70s—that there’s a synthesizer on this track, which aligned the song with those arrangements I loved so much in the prog years featuring acoustic and electronic instrumentation together. Like the stately piano on Cat Stevens’ track, the tinkly fingering on the guitar here ushers us into some kind of Sun Kingdom where all is golden and so, our next track . . .

B6 Golden Years—David Bowie (Station to Station, 1976; David Bowie) 16: 46 yrs
“Don’t let me hear you say life’s taking you nowhere, angel.” That opening line, the song’s syncopation, Bowie singing tracked with himself, that “run for the shadows” chorus. “Never look back, walk tall, act fine.” This song is—to borrow a phrase from the film The Missouri Breaks (also 1976)—“slicker than snot on a doorknob.” Hard to believe maybe that anyone thought 1976 and the next few years “golden years” but if you were a denizen of the discoing demimonde, you’d say Oh Yeah. Bowie’s stepping out, his pants pleated, his hair slicked back, his moves and his moue all moussed with liquid strains.

A relevant question here:  if you were Dylan and you’d done the run of records from 1965 to 1967 . . . then what? And Bowie had already roped us teen-types in with Ziggy and Aladdin and “Rebel, Rebel,” now what? Coke it up and cut a rug? Sheesh. Anyway, the song is Dave’s second bona fide U.S. radio hit in a row (“Fame” made #1; this one #10). He’s hitting the stride of sounding like the radio likes. But I’m with him on this one—though, at the time, I gave the Young Americans LP a skip. I’ll accept a blues belter going white soul, but folky hippy glam guys, no so much. But the sea change often throws up unexpected creatures and the LP Station to Station is like that. It’s a sound I go back to often in these days of posthumous Bowie.

So, celebrate the golden years, however you imagine them, whenever they may be. “Act fine”—it may be all an act but that’s what makes it golden, n’est pas? It’s your performance for the statuette. “In the back of a dream car twenty foot long,” like every just-so starlet, “I’m begging you save her little soul.” Well, yes, “nights are warm and the days are young” but how long can that last? About the time you have to run for the shadows is when maybe you suspect a deal with the devil (“opening doors and pulling some strings”)—and he’s up there waiting in our five panels for Ethos. “Lost that’s all.”

Halfway through the side and we’re remembering the request: “waiting for you to tell me what went wrong.” Or, what we did wrong?

B7 Look into the Sun—Jethro Tull (Stand Up, 1969; Ian Anderson) 18: 44 yrs
As the second half of the tape gets underway, we hit this little trade-off quartet: song from the Sixties (first heard as a teen) then song from the ‘80s, when I’m in my twenties. One-two, one-two. Makes for a a nice “step forward, step back” rhythm as we move along here: like saying we’ve gone from watching the sun rise to seeing it hit its stride, and now we know it’s bound to be on the wane. The songs themselves play into that dynamic in interesting ways as well, and none of them are “big songs” (in terms of radio play) for the artists involved.

This track from Jethro Tull’s 2nd LP was already a throwback when I got to know it, post-high school in the late ‘70s. For me, Tull as a big influence came to its fullest fruition in 1972 with the release of Thick as a Brick and the retrospective collection Living in the Past. Then, brought up to speed more or less (including a purchase of Benefit, the LP immediately preceding Aqualung), I was primed for A Passion Play (still my favorite), summer of ’73, then the War Child tour when I saw them live. After which their releases were less appealing and I’d moved on. Anyway, years later I picked up Stand Up with a sense of wanting to complete the collection (acknowledging that point when the new stuff isn’t as good as the old stuff … or just more of that Sixties fetishism which was looming large in my legend around then).

The song is an Ian Anderson love song (not too many of them in my Tull), and what’s more it’s an end of love song, which Dylan is great at (like “Don’t Think Twice, It’s Alright”) and so the tone of this has immediate appeal. But it’s on this side because of that “think of all the things you should’ve done” when you “look into the sun.” Of course, we were always told not to look directly at the sun and to do that means a certain risk, and here a willingness to face the truth (always risky). So it’s not what we did wrong . . . it’s what we didn’t do that we should’ve. We’re still on that theme, but we’re also basking in a sound—back when Ian was mellow with more of that stately troubadour vibe—and a feeling that whether she should’ve stayed with him or not (“remember who and what you nearly had” recalls another Beatles sun song, “I’ll Follow the Sun”—“you’ll know I was the one”), we shoulda stayed back there pre-teen in the world of the Beatles and a certain golden late post-war, pre-recession time.

The “golden years” are passing away from me at the ripe old age of 18 is what I’m getting at. But then—and this was the feeling the song gave me when I first heard it, around the same time as “Waiting for the Sun”—“summer always comes anyway.” Seasons change then change back. Is anything really over? So let’s set out again at dawn—as Rimbaud does at the close of his season in hell.

B8 I Remember the Sun—XTC (The Big Express, 1984; Colin Moulding) 25: 37 yrs
Now time for a retrospective glimpse of the sun. Fitting, since I acquired this song when I was back to living in my hometown not far from my parents’ house and the schools I attended, even the church, and all that pastness hovered in the background of the present. To think back to “days when we had enormous super powers” was easy to do, since the places where I’d play-acted as a superhero with my kid brothers were nearby. “When I remember days at school, most of all I remember the sun.” Whether that’s true or not, Colin Moulding made it so. I can recall, indeed, days in the last stretch of the schoolyear, May, early June, and walking home in the sun. And walking the streets barefoot as a child—“tarmac on the road feels soft”—yeah, and very, very hot.

So this is a song about the sun when we were kids, about that period of starting out that took place even earlier than the teens. This, from an album by these New Wave British guys pushing 30, played into where I was then as well. My kid still in the midst of her untrammeled childhood (a year before kindergarten) and all’s right with the world or at least it’s a time to revisit what childhood is like through the lens furnished by my own starchild.

The song has an odd, lurching sound, and effects that make it aurally interesting but also a bit off-putting, especially that weird climb into what are essential lyrics, but hard to get: “Sun that worked on overtime / Fueled our bodies, kindled fire in our minds”—yes, that “kindled” mind was already suggested by “I thought a page like it’s written in ink.” That was part of my childhood and early adolescence too, making things up, inventing, composing internally, and so, what the Sun is starting to become is a way of suggesting the Inner Light, the shining inside, the burning beacon of the Imagination. It pays to remember that, I want to say, want to believe—but “pays” how, exactly?

B9 Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun—Pink Floyd (A Saucerful of Secrets, 1968; Roger Waters) 14: 48 yrs
I might say this song is the heart of this side. It’s not a particularly “sunny” song, but it fulfills on that idea of “the Sun” as being both a center of the personal universe, so to speak, and the celestial body that centers our solar system. The conflation of the two spaces—interstellar and inner—is the “trip” of this song.

Pink Floyd are one of the trippiest bands ever, having pioneered a form of rock that can indeed rock but which is more often spacey and eerie and introspective and even pastoral at times. Here, it’s at its eeriest and, the first time I heard this song (which was in the summer after the release of Dark Side of the Moon), it fascinated and hypnotized me. It’s not that long but it seems like it could go on forever—like how long would it take to reach (in Waters’ whisper) “the heart of the sun, the heart of the sun, the heart of the sun”?

The drum pattern and that little melody that sounds in some odd way primeval is what does it (like we stumbled onto a tribe of sun-worshippers). The overlay of electronic sounds is in keeping with the Floyd as masters of a certain kind of tech that, in those days, was often called futuristic, as in: that time when acoustic instruments played by people would be replaced by electronic instruments played by computers. And onstage during this song the band would walk off leaving Nick Mason, the drummer, to be the human playing with pre-set sound arrangements. Of course the drum pattern could be programmed too and free up everyone. Just “set the controls” and head backstage. There’s a nice irony to it but also a sense that we’re already in that future where gadgetry prevails and yet, this song is very humanistic: “love is the shadow which ripens the wine.” Well, I guess.

The point is that the song, with its man who raves and makes a question to heaven, is one of those “alone with the universe” situations and the last lines of the last verse sound that note I began this post with: “Whether the sun will fall in the evening / Will he remember the lesson of giving?” That lesson of the Sun as simply the heavenly body that can’t help but light our world, giving us all we need in the way of a livable environment, is the abundance I was talking about. And knowing that we have this “wheel of fortune” thing going where we have to turn away from that light and warmth along a definite track of time, so it “falls” in the evening and we plunge into darkness, is one of those “awareness of mortality” things that should keep us humble and human.

In that light, a journey to “the heart of the sun” (besides suicidal, a real flame-out that even Phaeton didn’t attempt) is a journey to where the sun never sets. Kennst du das Land?

B10 Invisible Sun—The Police (The Ghost in the Machine, 1981; Sting) 22: 40 yrs
And so, though we turn from the sun on our planetary journey, the sun continues on—invisible, as in this song, which did get some airplay (it was a single from the LP Ghost in the Machine elsewhere but not in the U.S.). The Police were pretty much an unavoidable radio staple in those days and so I rarely bothered to buy their records—you couldn’t help hearing them, but this album I got and maybe it was because this song wasn’t available otherwise. I’ve only just now seen the video for it, all centered on Belfast and the conditions there, and the song begins with a reference—the Armalite rifle—that is relevant to those scenes. I seem to recall the sense, hearing the song on the radio, that it had an occasion—a place with a definitely hostile military presence—but I don’t think I thought of it in terms of a specific locality.

As with many songs by The Clash that I was getting to know in the 1980-82 era, the mood of truculent endurance here was key. “They” were the ones with the guns and the numbers, “we” were the ones trying to get by and doing what we could to make things better for the innocent and the oppressed. And that—not a particular political underground—was the “invisible sun,” the local and anonymous and not widely publicized acts of kindness and collective hope. The song makes its case with a sense of sullen survival, with a couplet that’s one of its best: “I face the day with my head caved in / Looking like something that the cat brought in.” That resonated with a life on the margins, sure enough, along with the line that reached out of the radio and grabbed me: “I don’t ever want to play the part / of a statistic on a government chart.”

The invisible sun is unfelt in its effects? In any case, it can’t be measured by that always intrusive government that wants to know where you live and how much you make and how much energy you use and who your friends are and their known occupations. There’s a sense too that the sun that burns on, invisibly, giving us “hope when the whole day’s done” is, like the sun whose heart we want to reach in the Pink Floyd song, already within us, y’know, like Jesus’s claim about the kingdom of God.

B11 That Lucky Old Sun—Johnny Cash (American III: Solitary Man, 2000; Haven Gillespie, Beasley Smith) 41: 21 yrs
And that should count as a segue into this gospelly worksong that dates from 1949. I first heard it, I think, done live by Dylan in one of his acoustic sets in the 1990s. Johnny Cash, as with so many songs he recorded with Rick Rubin for the American label, takes it away and makes it his own. As far as this side goes, it just popped into my head, perhaps conjured up by the ’60s-’80s trade-off I had going: had to jump clear of the clockwork and land . . . way up there in the dawning 21st century. It’s a song that spoke to the times in the sense that I was just beginning my forties and so had “paid my dues” in a sense. Now wanting to “roll around heaven all day” rather than toil to get somewhere.

It's a view that sees the Sun as blessed, a kind of detached and blissful body on its appointed circuit. Rather than talk about its abundance and all it does for us down here on the ground, the singer sees it as “lucky” because it’s got “nothin’ to do.” It’s the way you feel about the weekend, maybe, when you’re in the middle of the week, or summer vacation when you’re a kid stuck in the doldrums of school, or a wage-slaver looking on at the retirees who have finally attained that “paradise” imagined as the cessation of striving. All of which is a way of saying that the song appears here as the notion of the Sun as above it all, out of the give-and-take and the ups and downs, stuck only in its circuit and lucky not to have to sweat about it.

Cash, in his late sixties when he recorded this, sings it with a somewhat mournful sound in his fervent wish, particularly the plaintive “lift me . . . to paradise,” which sounds like the prayer of a man who hopes, to borrow Dylan’s line, “to get to heaven before they close the door.” In any case, we believe in the hardship of the life and the glance upward to the Sun as the symbol of an extraterrestrial serenity and fixity. Amen.

B12 Sunrise—Uriah Heep (The Magician’s Birthday, 1972; Ken Hensley) 13: 49 yrs
Now, back to those teen years again, a time when “the Sun,” to me, was the bright light shed by the literary works I was reading, mostly on my own dime (as in: unassigned). It was so early in my setting out, I hadn’t yet reverted to the ’60s’ greats as the beacons to embody, but was still enamored of hard rock and, soon, prog. Uriah Heep had its place in both those scenes, and they even took their name from the villain in my favorite Dickens novel, which I’d already read.

The album of the Heep for me was Demons and Wizards (which will have its day soon enough, as we’re moving toward a Magician and the Devil), but this album, the follow-up, kicked off with this song and this song was almost as good as anything on the predecessor. “So from now till who knows when / My sword will be my pen.” Yeah! Just the thing for a teen poet to hear, at a considerable decibel level.

That comes late though: in the beginning it’s a love-lost song, where the sunrise shines on “another day without you.” So, yeah, pining for the great love, the one who makes it all ok, little darling, angel, remember who and what you nearly had, love to ripen the vine . . . and then the singer addresses the sun directly: “Bless my eyes / Catch my soul / Make me whole again.”

That puts the Sun in the guise of the Listener, the Mentor, the Great One who must shine on this endeavor, must countenance this effort to shine in a merely human way. So that the “and I’ll love you for all of my time” isn’t, finally, that lost lover with which we began, but the Sun itself. From now on out, singing its praises. The lucky orb, a crown as big as the circumference of the Sun.

B13 The Sun King—The Beatles (Abbey Road, 1969; John Lennon, Paul McCartney) 10: 52 yrs
But there’s still room left on the tape, just enough for this little mini-ditty from John Lennon, reprising the “here comes the sun” lyric from his bandmate George but with a twist: “here / comes / the sun … king.” The Sun King, of course, was Louis XIV of France, but I doubt that’s a meaningful reference, particularly. In any case, on this side, the song features as a coda—to reference the Sun as a King—and to recall, again, my childhood at the end of the Sixties, and the time spent with Beatles recordings as a kind of magic synthesis of the era itself. “Everybody’s happy, everybody’s laughing.” We’re still happy children on that Yellow Submarine, with beautiful overlapping voices and a feeling of dolce far niente, cheerily singing what sound like nonsense syllables but which actually bring together phrases from various languages to create a bit of Joycean polyglot. Questo obrigado, no?

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

DB's Song of the Day (day 343): "FIVE TO ONE" (1968) The Doors



Five to one, baby / One in five / No one here gets / Out alive

Yesterday was the birthday of James Douglas Morrison, lead singer of The Doors. I’ve already posted for his death day and, around Easter, on “The Soft Parade.” To honor Morrison on his birthday I feel I have to choose something from one of the first three LPs. I was tempted to go with something from Strange Days (1967), mainly because that’s the one I associate with lysergic dissociation in the cold winter of 1977/78. But maybe I’m not as close to those days at the moment, their strangeness having inspired other things I’ve written. The third album, Waiting for the Sun (1968), is in many ways the most obvious choice, if only because “Hello I Love You,” its lead-off, is such a ready radio song, and so impulsive. But rather than go for something so obvious, I’m drawn to the LP’s closing song, its brashest and most in keeping with Morrison’s image as some kind of incendiary figure.

They got the guns, but we got the numbers / Gonna win, yeah, we’re taking over!

It’s the kids against the elders, it’s the freaks against the straights, it’s the hip against the squares. It’s 1968 and Jim’s only 25. And how about that band? The Doors—Ray Manzarek, Robby Krieger, John Densmore—had a sound all their own. It could be spacey, headsy, it could be bluesy, could be hard rock, even jazzy, rarely was it folky, and that set The Doors apart from 90some % of bands around at the time. It’s an L.A. thing, I guess. Anyway, “Five to One” is a song with plenty of what you’d call “mojo.” It’s riding the vibe of doom, tempting the Revolution. Far out. Hearing this song you kinda understand better the scene that gave rise to Charlie Manson.

Acid heads always risked becoming psychotics. Morrison didn’t, but then that’s because he was more of a boozer than anything. Kept him “sane,” somewhat. Wild mood swings he did have and I guess that’s what keeps me connected to my old Doors records after all these years. I dig the moods of this music. It’s full of a kind of bravado that has to do with everything they’ve ever told you about the people who hit their twenties in the Sixties. They were riding a wave alright. But on this song Morrison looks into the abyss opening up below the wave. Ooooooo, wipe out!

Trade in your hours for a handfulla dimes / Goin’ta make it, baby, in our prime. And listen to how he positively entones “prime.” Yeah, prime cuts for this dude. Primo. This is for the “get out before you’re 30” crowd. And Morrison means it. The old get old and the young get stronger. He’s not waiting around for when the young get older.

And he’s rarely contemptuous, but that “You walk across the floor / With a flower in your hand / Trying to tell me no one / Understands” certainly has the mark of dismissing those gentle flower people from up there in Frisco. And the voice—so guttural, with a whine built in—keeps our teeth on edge. And the zombies of the apocalypse muttering “get together one more time” behind his increasingly frenzied lead, as Krieger on guitar starts tearing it up more than he’s wont to do, make us fear things are coming to a head. And then a scream leading into Jim trying to work out some logistics with his baby—“see I gotta go out in this car with these people”—and she's probably circling for a landing hours from now.

It could all go horribly wrong: Your ballroom days are over, baby / Night is drawing near / Shadows of the evening / Crawl across the years. Whatever that means, it sounds baleful. Like: the jig is up. We’re onto you, and once upon a time you dressed so fine, threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn’t you? Who cares, those shadows are comin’ for you now, and they mean curtains.

Waiting for the Sun tends to lull you into thinking the demonic poet who wants to kill his dad and fuck his mom is mellowing into a pop-songster, and then “Five to One” comes along and makes us wonder when we’re going to see this guy heading for the beach with a bloody machete in one hand and the head of some Fat Cat dangling by its matted hair from the other. Or maybe he’ll just do it in his psychotic dreams as he sprawls in a bathtub letting it all go . . . .

Gonna make it, baby, if we tryyyyyy.



Thursday, July 3, 2014

DB's Song of the Day (day 184): "RIDERS ON THE STORM" (1971) The Doors



On this date in 1971, Jim Morrison, lead vocalist for The Doors, died in Paris. At the time, today’s song, from L. A. Woman, The Doors’ final album with Morrison, was just making its way onto the charts, giving the song—which was eerie enough to begin with—the eerie effect of seeming “beyond the grave.”  But it was a song I had to have, and it seemed a shame it was all over for Morrison, though my discovery of all the band's albums wouldn't happen for another seven years. In retrospect, I’d say the first and the last Doors albums are the essential ones, though I also have a place for Strange Days (1967) and Waiting for the Sun (1968).

The view I first heard about The Doors, from an older friend more aware of their career as it developed than I was, was that the first three albums were the best, or true Doors, and from The Soft Parade (1969) on things were questionable. I buy that until we get to L.A. Woman which is a great comeback album and also shows that The Doors, seemingly, had weathered that weird year 1970 and were playing rock as vital as anyone was in what was a great year for rock. At least that’s the view I have now because the more I hear this album, the more impressed I am. I can almost forget about the earlier ‘poet’ Morrison, ramping up his dream-logic sagas as on the first three albums. I prefer Morrison the blues singer, the belter, the rocker. And the band seems very tight on these tracks, mostly recorded live in the studio. They’d lost producer Paul Rothschild and I think that helps. There is a leaner, meaner sound on this album than on the other Doors records—it begins on Morrison Hotel but there’s a lot of filler on that one (released in that weird year 1970), but really comes into its own here.

I don’t know what Morrison would have done had he continued. It seems The Doors had decided against future live performance after Morrison staged something of a “strike” at their last gig and wouldn’t perform. It seems he’d had enough with being “the Lizard King.” And why not, wasn’t it time to knock all that Sixties schtick on the head? Could he have been reborn in another persona? This album leads me to believe that yes he could. From 1972-75 there were some rock classics waiting to be born and I don’t doubt that somewhere in there would’ve been another great Doors creation. But it was not to be.

Before “Riders on the Storm” made the airwaves, all I knew of The Doors was “Light My Fire” from 1967 and “Hello I Love You” from 1968, and then “Love Her Madly,” which preceded “Riders” as a 45 from L.A. Woman, and which I didn’t care for much. Reportedly Rothschild called it “cocktail music,” and he may have a point, but it’s mainly that it’s rather tame. It sits on the album like what it’s supposed to be: the radio tune, a bit incongruous but not awful.

“Riders” was something else, with its opening thunderstorm and waves, with that tinkling droplet played on a Fender Rhodes by keyboardist Ray Manzarek, with the sepulchral intoning of the title and the lines—as starkly beautiful as any Morrison ever came up with—“Into this world we’re thrown / Like a dog without a bone / An actor out on loan / Riders on the storm.” Morrison was a Nietzsche and Rimbaud nut in his youth (hear, hear!) and he may even have been familiar with Heidegger’s notion of being “thrown” into the world (Geworfenheit). The idea underpins an existential sense of “the realities of life” (your vital statistics, status, social connections, family, location, occupation) as simply a “given,” a situation that is not intrinsic to your actual Being, much as the actual past is not deterministic of this present. In any case, Morrison and company gave Top 40 radio in 1971 (and pretty much ever after) a sense of how slippery the present is—it’s like being a rider on a storm. Some of us get to ride longer, some of us ride it better, but there’s going to be slippage, y’know, and spills.

The song includes a couple other verses but none as good as that chorus, and the “girl you gotta love your man” part isn’t too sexist, is it? Rimbaud said that one day “we” might understand women, and chose that as a possible means of improvement for the species—Morrison says women have to make men “understand.” It might still smack of that “earth mother” bit but I always took it in a “return to Eden” sense in which the woman isn’t the betrayer but the means to enlightenment.

Then there’s that bit about “a killer on the road / His brain is squirming like a toad.” I remember hearing that in the car as a kid—“If you give this man a ride / Sweet family will die”—and finding it rather unnerving. And there, on the album cover, was Morrison sporting his big Manson-like beard. Whew. You had to hand it to Morrison for not doing things touchy-feely. There was always a sense of danger, of something that might be smoldering under the surface and that might come to light in a burst of agonistic venting. I think that’s what made the live shows so volatile. But it also, it seems, became a tremendous pain in the ass for the other band members, and for Morrison himself.

Anyway, it’s worth my while to take this post to commemorate James Douglas Morrison because he did cast a shadow over my early verse-making, back when it seemed that poems might really be lyrics and vice versa. That view comes from not knowing very much about poetry, but much can be done in the ferment of imitation in ignorance. At least for awhile. Wallace Fowlie, who made the first translation of Rimbaud I read, actually wrote a book about Morrison and Rimbaud. That seems a bit thin to me, if we’re talking about verse-making, but it makes sense if we’re talking about the kind of ideas they had about what makes a poet a poet. The long, sustained deregulation of the senses, and all that. Morrison certainly had enough of that. I just don’t think much of the idea of “reading Morrison” without Manzarek’s keyboards and Robby Krieger’s guitar. They together made The Doors sound that, most of the time, envelops Morrison’s voice so well. But as a singer/frontman, Morrison knew all about how to sport with “the poetic”—or, as he conceived it, after Nietzsche, the Dionysian. Rare enough in rock, we must admit.

Into this house we’re born.