Going back to the Nineties again for today, let’s hit something
obscure. The Chills may well be one of the more successful bands from New
Zealand, key figures in the promotion of the Dunedin sound, but that doesn’t
make them well-known by any stretch of the imagination.
Today’s song comes from Submarine
Bells, their second proper album and first international release—through Slash
records of Warner Bros. It’s the one my friend Tim played for me some time
around then, which I taped (I’m happy to say I’ve since acquired it on both CD
and vinyl), and today’s song graced the first proper tape I made Kajsa, not
counting a one-off when she was in 5th grade. “Strange Changes and Everything”
inaugurated her teens at the end of 7th grade, 20 years ago.
She became a fan of Martin Phillips and The Chills. Phillips
is the vocalist, songwriter, and only permanent member of this amorphous band. Submarine Bells and its follow-up The Soft Bomb (1992) are little early
Nineties gems, the kind of music that slots in well with current stuff like
R.E.M. and bands like The dBs and Yo La Tengo and Flaming Lips, as well as more
“classic” stuff like The Buzzcocks, VU, and of course the Mekons. And it doesn’t
rub up badly against Sixties psychedelia either, and that whole Paisley
Underground bit. In her high school years, I got her the two early albums—Kaleidoscope World (1986), a collection
of their singles and such, and Brave
Words (1987) to make her fandom as complete as I could.
The Chills sound isn’t, recording-wise, as fully ramped up
as much music is in the mp3-listening world. The production values are a bit
lo-fi, part of that alt world we all once basked in as the Eighties bled away
into the Nineties. Phillips’ arrangements, though, can be bouncy or moody.
There’s jangle aplenty, also keyboards—at times adding a bit of ambience. His
lyrics are always very literate, which means they can be a bit wordy and it's
tough sometimes to get all that he’s saying.
Today’s song is a case in point. Until I got the CD I really
wasn’t too sure of the words but, as with early R.E.M., that didn’t really
matter. Such was a goad to enjoyment. I loved the spike of “I’ll let the oncoming
day say it for me.” I can’t tell you how much of a kick I got from that part.
The thing I liked about what I got from the song is that
there’s fear of the oncoming day—“Some days I say will I give in / to the oncoming
day”—which, indeed, is how I often felt about it. But the verse that ends with
the line quoted above is worth quoting in full: “I think of words to tell you /
I find nothing fine enough to say / Nothing worth anything—nothing worth
nothing / Nothing left in this lump of grey / That even vaguely says ‘I love
you’ / In a way that please me / So I’ll let the oncoming day say it for me.”
That’s for when you’re just out of words, out of ideas. As
Lear says (I think): “Well, well, th’event.” Let’s see what shows up, let’s
watch what happens. Why even try to talk about it ahead of time? “There will be
rain tonight.” “Let it come down!” (that’s Macbeth.)
I loved that “that even vaguely says I love you in a way
that pleases me.” In a way, all the tapes made were just ways to say “I love
you” in a way that pleases me. Letting the oncoming tunes say it for me. “Trying
to explain myself in a song for you.” With the real key—where KDB was concerned—being
“No one / No one / No one can take your memory away from me.” Her memory to me—all
13 years of it by then—was all very precious, so, yeah, the “oncoming day” was
the teen years, y’know?
And I think it was the line “When I was young I used to
watch TV” that she got a charge from, in her memory of those pre-teen years.
It’s a song that just keeps kicking and ripping along. As I
used to say to K: in a better world, this song would’ve been a radio hit. But
we don’t live in that world. So we played tapes and not the radio. If you learn
the words to this song and sing along you may find—as we did—real pleasure
simply in the words you get to sing: “The shadows of the leaves on the wall
shiver / In a vivid twisted frame of grey.”
Phillips is always a bit morose too (which suits us), but
his melodies are mostly buoyant. Nice trick.
And, as rhetorical questions go, there are few more probing
than: Is sustaining past illusion just
insanity?
I suppose the oncoming day will answer that question, sooner
or later. What else is it good for?
1991 |
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