Tomorrow is the birthday of Andy Williams, a very popular
singer in my childhood. He hosted his own variety show from 1962 to 1971 and
during that time many of his albums, a few of which were in our home, were
certified gold. Today’s song became his signature song when he sang it at the
Oscars for the film Breakfast at Tiffany’s
(1962). In those days, the person who sang at the Oscars was not the person who
performed the song in the film, and Williams sang several Henry Mancini songs at
Oscar ceremonies over the years. The song won the Oscar and Williams sang it
often on his variety show. Thus I grew up hearing this song. It was only much,
much later that I got around to watching Breakfast
at Tiffany’s and saw Audrey Hepburn’s performance of the well-known tune
while sitting on a fire escape.
For me, the song is synonymous with the romanticism of my
parental generation—Williams was born the same year as my father—and yet it
transcends that association, ultimately. Which may be why I was moved to hear
Michael Stipe sing the song a capella
at the end of an R.E.M. show in 1984. By then, I guess, we could say it was
synonymous with the romanticism of my childhood, or rather part of the
romanticizing of childhood. And that was an easy association to make because
Williams’ mellifluous voice—so velvety smooth, like a pond without a ripple—was
familiar to me as well from his Christmas album, so that his vocals sort of
owned Christmas as a warm, fuzzy time, inevitably drenched in nostalgia.
When my mother’s eldest sister died in December,
2010, “Moon River” was the song I put on as I digested the news and shed some
tears for her. The music helped me to feel some of the magnitude of the sheer
number of years, months, weeks, days that I had known her. I suppose my sense
of knowing anything began somewhere back there in the era of the Andy Williams Show and his albums that
were a common currency for the sisters. In fact, Andy’s looks always reminded
us kids of their younger brother, Robert, who was the first to die of the five
siblings I grew up knowing (others had died before I was born). In any case,
Williams, and this song, seemed—still—to strike a chord with me in considering
what my father somewhat wryly referred to as “the Taylor clan,” which had just
lost its figurehead.
The song returns us to Johnny Mercer, who we last heard from
with the wonderful lyrics to “Summer Wind.” Here he does himself proud
again with that lovely “waiting ’round the bend / My huckleberry friend.” I
didn’t get it as a kid. But the idea of the river as the very one upon which Huckleberry
Finn and Big Jim floated away from all cares—“Two drifters off to see the world
/ There’s such a lot of world to see”—gives a strong mythic dimension to that “moon
river.”
We’re after that same
rainbow’s end. That big catch in the arrangement that Williams’ voice
navigates on “af-ter” so that “same” becomes the stressed word, giving us the notion that
we’re all more or less alike in that regard. Dream-makers, heart-breakers,
wanting to be gone to where all promises are fulfilled, or forgotten.
I’m always a child when I hear this song, and nothing has
happened yet, and anything might. Wherever you're going, I'm going your way.
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